I know that this may not be the best or even the right thing to do considering the pain and trouble that I may have caused you two. I cannot believe I am doing this but please know that I mean no harm in writing to you this letter.
First of all I want to apologize for everything. I know you know what I mean and I am actually ready to straighten things up. I do not know you’re personally and I believe you do not know me as well. However, I would really appreciate if you could just sit down and read this letter for a while. I do not know if you hate me or what but please, just read it.
The other day, Austin contacted me. He asked me if I could email you and testify his feelings for you. I really did not agree with that idea at first because I was afraid it might complicate things further. At the same time, I want you both to be happy. Moreover, I want him to be happy. I know to myself that I will be able to move on and be happy even without each other so I thought it may be helpful if you would know how he feels from you.
I know I do not have much of a reason and obligation to send a letter to you. Please realize that I am doing this for Austin. I do not want to discuss anything about the past and you do not have to reply to this email or anything. Austin and I were colleagues in the Navy. We are basically shipmates and you can think that that’s the reason why I am doing this. I guess that would make things simpler.
It has been a while since Austin and I talked because of you know. I actually got pissed when he suddenly contacted me asking for a favor that to me sounds like crazy. It’s actually funny because, I find myself doing the thing I thought of as crazy when I first heard about it. Besides, Austin told me he would never contact me again. After hearing those words, I said to myself that if Austin could totally forget me, then I could too.
Austin showed me how much he loved and still loves you. He would not have the nerve to ask me do this favor for him if he does not love you in the first place. He told me that you two are in a difficult situation—like a love triangle but not exactly like that. He realized that you are the one he really loves and not anyone else.
He stopped contacting me and started cutting all of our ties a long time ago and I also thought that that would be better for the both of us considering that he loves someone else and I presume that someone else is you. We were not even able to put up a nice closure. I was tossed like an animal. You and I are both a woman and I think you know how that feels? Thankfully, I am fine now. I just want him to be happy, that’s why I am doing him a favor.
It seems that you two have a very strong relationship considering that you guys were able to last this long and your relationship deserves to be intact. I am not sure if this letter would help solve everyone’s problems but I hope it does. You know, Austin really loves you so much. He would probably do anything just to get you back. I know it’s true because he told me how he felt madly and deeply in love with you that he will be willing to risk everything just to be with you again.
He never said he loved me. He gave up our friendship because he basically chose you so I know that it’s you who he really wants. I really do not care what happens between you two. I just want him to be happy. I actually want to move on fully. I don’t know what is up with you and Austin as of the moment but you really have to believe that that man loves you.
I would really appreciate if you could keep this letter as a secret between the two of us. I hope you two could work things out once again and put your relationship back together. You do not have to reply to this email as well. I just disposed of what’s on my chest so that I can totally and finally forget everything that has happened.